to be blunt...

do you know what multiple miscarriages can do to one's sex drive?

here's a hint.
that whole feeling female empowerment seems to wither with each loss.
i feel anything but sexually empowered when my body keeps killing our babies.
i feel like i am broken inside.

but by all means, jump my bones.
what's the worst that could happen?

i could get pregnant [and lose another baby] again. that's what.

but hey, maybe that's just me.
maybe i just need to not think about it anymore. ever. at all. 
except, i don't think i am wired that way. it is always in the back of my head.

so, yeah.
i think i am broken inside.
and i'm not sure how to fix me.



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